Yeah, I struggle. I get depressed. I want to give up, then I want to fight. I feel far from God. I feel closer than ever. I feel alone. I feel surrounded. Good days. Bad days.

And in it all, through it all, I am blessed. I’m learning that when I am weak, I am strong. I’m learning.

My friend, Doug Elder, stopped by Monday to give me something our God put on His heart when he was thinking, reading about and praying for me. Doug is the lead singer of The Wrecking. We’ve been sharing our hearts for people for more than a decade. He’s a brother who I love a lot.

I shot this video with my smartphone. The chorus has been going through my mind, building me up and reminding me to look to the hills. (the video starts about 10 seconds in)